Day one....what is it day one of? Well Sarah has woken me today with a pregnancy test. No plus minus or any of that. One word, pregnant. The digital display of life change...screaming one little word in it's silence. Pregnant! So this is the beginning, my memoirs of a man in pregnancy. Our look at the past, present and future.
I am being cautious though...we're only going on a pregnancy test. I know I have told the world that we're pregnant but a part of me thinks I should have waited until the doctors confirmation. I really want to wait until the end of the first trimester. This blog may never see the light of day. Before I post it I want to make sure though that we are pregnant. I am excited, crazed, in awe and ready to start my learning progress of what it takes to make this a great experience for us both.
I want to know whats going on with the baby and with Sarah. I want to know everything. I want to be there for everything. I want it all. Whatever it is....We have the books...I've read mine already...couldn't help it. Going to have to break them out again, start over...it means more now I guess.
Concerns at the moment:
1. I am a kid myself....how will I take care of a baby?
2. Will I be a good father?
3. Is the baby going to be healthy?
4. What am I going to do now?
2 comments:
You'll be a great father Josh!! Don't you worry. We are all here for you!!
Don't worry Josh, you'll be fine. Maybe you should check if there is a way to mount a child seat permanently in the back of your Z
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